Everything in my life has been running on a mountain lately but right now, its hit a smooth path. I am so relieved that I got into IB. Thats over and done with. No more stressing over high school. Whoo-hoo!
Next, my grades are good (not that they ever aren't). I'm not really even trying and I am exceeding.
Also, most of my friend troubles are gone. I am getting along with people because I am bottling it up again. I guess if thats what it takes then i'm committed to it. I hate fighting with people and there are a lot of girls I actually want to fight right now. This has never happened until late this year. What's going on? Is this happening because I am bottling thing up? O well. I can behave myself and not get into fights. I mean who could take me? Lol.
..... But with relief, there's more stress. Lately my stresses have been about softball. I am competing for a catchers postion and I wont let it go! Plus, they are dividing us into teams on Tuesday and I am afraid that I am gonna be on the bad team. GOD! I hate having to wait. It's killing me. And on top of it all, I killed my knee. It doesnt hurt anymore but my dad wont let me go to my optional practice tomorrow. Now how am I going to get that position??????????
